Saturday, October 20, 2012
I feel like I don't quite fit in here. It seems like everyone has a good, close friend they can hang out with and have the girly day with except for me. I am sure it isn't true, but when I hear stories of people hanging out I feel bummed. I am invited to do things around our complex, but it is with Hannah so their kids can play with her. With only having one car, it makes it difficult to attend a lot of functions, but I go when I can so at least I am making the effort to meet people. There are cliques for sure. I feel like a kid again trying to fit in with all the cool kids. I guess I will keep trying and hope I find a few that I really click with so I don't feel so alone. This is when I miss home the most. I miss my friends. I hate being far away from them.