Chaos

The husband went back to work this week.  He had been home since November, so I became accustomed to him being here.  I got a wake up call Monday morning when everything fell on me.  I never even made it to the shower because the day was so hectic.  I know part of it is the fact we are in the middle of a move which makes it hard for Hannah to play.  She has been acting out a lot, and it is driving me crazy.  I blame the move.  Hopefully in a few weeks she will start to behave a little better.  It seems like as soon as I complete one task somebody wants something.  I have to feed myself, the dogs, the kids, walk the dogs, pump, feed kids again, pump, clean, pack, pump, feed kids again, etc.  I think you see the pattern here.  I would get Meeghan to sleep, and try to pack with Hannah.  I would get about 20 minutes before either Meeghan woke up or the dogs wanted to go out.  I know this will get better once we move and have a yard again.  I won't have to walk the dogs every few hours.  It doesn't help that Meeghan has become so cranky. I don't know if she has reflux, if she is starting teething already, or if there is something else going on.  I think she has thrush.  I have never dealt with thrush before so I am not sure what to do.  I keep telling myself once we move and are settled, life will be better.  Right now though it is a state of chaos.  I hate chaos.