Baby Fever

I am already pregnant so I am not sure why I have the fever.  I was wandering around Wal Mart the other day trying to find lotion and I saw the aisle for pregnancy tests.  A part of me became very sad that I would never pee with anticipation on a tiny stick waiting for two lines to appear.  I am 99% sure this is the last child, and I guess I haven't truly accepted that fact yet.  Deep down I know two is probably enough for us financially, and I would like to go back to school eventually.  However, I am sad knowing I won't do this again.  No peeing on sticks, no waiting to feel the baby move, nothing.  I am doing my best to appreciate every kick and roll I feel right now.  In a few years we may adopt, but two seems like enough.  Of course right now I am in the middle of the worst case of terrible twos and potty training.  That does skew my opinion about a third child a bit.